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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 11]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG><U>A/N:</U> First of all, let it be noted, that I suck and I'm sorry, I really was trying to update sooner, but it seems like the only time I really get to do this is on the weekend, but it'll be the holidays in a month...woohoo!! so yeah, sorry once again, I hope you like it and please leave comments&nbsp;:) thankies&nbsp;</STRONG></P>
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<P><STRONG><U><FONT color=#3333ff>Gerard's P.O.V</FONT></U></STRONG></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Will the tar covered angel honour me with a dance?” I asked half jokingly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I knew she’d say no, she always seemed to come up with some excuse to not be too close to me.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Of course, how could I refuse with an offer like that” she replied.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>What? she actually said yes.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“The real question here is can Count Gerardula actually dance?”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Well you’ll soon find out, wont you”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I replied wrapping my arms around her waist.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>To my surprise she didn’t run away or even flinch but instead draped her arms around my neck and rested her head on my chest.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>She must be either really drunk, really tired or both, most of the time if I even touch her she flinches for some reason.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I don’t think she realized that I noticed it, but I did and I hated it.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>How do you think it feels to have someone you really care about or might even love, cringe at your very touch as if you were hurting them.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Towards the end of the song, I noticed Jules’ feet had stopped moving and her body felt limp.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Jules?” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>She didn’t respond so I shook her a little.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“What! Where’s the fire?” she asked as her eyes flickered open and darted around the room.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“There is no fire” I replied laughing. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Oh right” she said resting her head back up against my chest.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>After a while she fell back to sleep again, so I decided I may as well take her to her room.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>She had actually told me earlier that there was a private party or something happening in there but I’d seen Alice in wonderland and her friends leave about a half hour ago.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“where are we going?” she mumbled as I lifted her up.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“You are going to bed” I replied.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>A few minutes later she started mumbling incoherently and then said,</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“but I thought we were dancing”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“No I was dancing, you were sleeping on me” I said as I gently lay her down on her bed.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“No don’t go” she muttered grabbing my hand as I turned to leave.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“I have to” I said laughing.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“but I…..” she trailed off.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“you what?” I asked</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>She didn’t reply and all I could hear was her soft breathing, she had obviously fallen asleep.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Goodnight Jules” I sighed as I flicked off the light switch.</FONT></P>
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<P><U><FONT color=#993399>Jules P.O.V</FONT></U></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Owww, what the fuck is that, ahhh stupid piece of shit stabbing me in the back.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I sat up and realised I was still wearing my wings from last night and I was in my bed.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>How did I get here, I don’t remember going to bed, actually that last thing I remember I was dancing with Gerard….and…I don’t know, I really should stop drinking but where’s the fun in that?</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I feel like crap, I probably look like it too.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I got up and ambled into the bathroom to take a shower.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>the hot water felt so great against my skin.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>After I had showered I got dressed and wandered into the lounge it wasn’t actually as bad as I thought it would be but it was still a shit of a mess.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>No one else was up so I figured I may as well start cleaning up, it only took me just over half an hour to clean it up and still no one else was awake.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I flopped down on the couch and switched the T.V on, ewww <I>Spongebob</I> I hate that little evil yellow sponge, Frankie was normally my Saturday morning cartoon buddy, but I suppose after last night he wouldn’t be up for it this morning, I flicked over the channel <I>yu-gi-oh</I>?</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Seriously where is the good stuff, Gargoyles got cancelled ages ago, I know that but couldn’t they put on <I>spiderman </I>or <I>teenage mutant ninja turtles </I>or I don’t know…<I> south park, </I>Ha! could you imagine little kids watching that on a Saturday morning.</FONT></P><I>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Dora the explorer</FONT></I><FONT color=#993399>? Come on, I’m getting desperate here, I could even go for some <I>captain planet</I> or <I>power rangers </I>right now.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I flicked over the channel once more and <I>captain feathersword</I> flashed across the screen…no way! That is where I draw the line, it is too early for <I>the wiggles </I>actually it’s always too early for <I>the wiggles.</P></I></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I groaned and switched the T.V off, what else could I do until everyone else gets up….it’s so boring, maybe if I tried hard enough I could go back to sleep or then again I could wake everyone else up….no that’s evil.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I was interrupted from my thoughts by a loud grumbling sound coming from my stomach….Aha food, I’ll make pancakes.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I gazed out the kitchen window as I cooked , it was my favourite kind of day, cold and misty.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Morning!!!” Gerard yelled chirpily, causing me to drop the spatula in fright.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“What the fuck are you playing at? You scared the living shit out of me”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Just saying Good Morning” he said smiling innocently at me.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Okay then, whatever you say….” I replied stooping down to pick up the spatula.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>When I stood back up Gerard’s face was less than a foot away from my own.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“umm can I help you?” I asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>He said nothing but continued to grin at me maniacally.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Oh my god ,please don’t tell me I did or said anything too humiliating last night.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Gerard, what’s wrong with you?” I asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Nothing”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Is there a booger hanging out my nose?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“No” he replied, giggling softly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Well what then…you’re creeping me out.”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I just - he started</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Good Morning” Mikey half sang.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Gerard’s face fell a little and he subtly stepped back as Mikey came bounding into the kitchen.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“What are you so happy about?” Gerard asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I don’t know, I just am” he replied</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“what’s that smell?” he added as he grabbed a coffee mug from the cupboard.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I’m making pancakes!” I replied, grinning proudly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“More like burning pancakes” Gerard said, smirking as he peered at the round blackened crisp in the pan.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Oh shit” I said, grabbing it out as quickly as possible.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“That is so your fault….none of the others are burnt ” I said glaring at Gerard who hard started laughing at the sad excuse for a pancake I had just retrieved from the pan.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“my fault? I’m not the one cooking”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“yeah but you’re the one who distracted me”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“It’s not my fault you’re distracted by me” he said batting his eyelids.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“uhhh yes it is”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“no it’ s not”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Yeah it is”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“no, it’s not”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Is too”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Is not” he argued defiantly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“PANCAKES!!!!!!” Frankie yelled running into the kitchen, in a pair of Spiderman boxers, grabbing the entire plate of pancakes, (after throwing the burnt one at Gerard) and then running off back to his room.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I chased after him but he was too fast and had locked his bedroom door just before I got there.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Damn you Frankie” I called.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I could hear him giggling evilly from the other side of the door.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Well there goes breakfast” I said walking back into the kitchen.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“doesn’t matter, I don’t trust your cooking anyway” Mikey said looking up from his coffee.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“geez that really hurts, coming from the guy who considers ‘cooking’ toast an accomplishment” I said sarcastically.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“ hey don’t be dissing my toast making skills” Mikey said looking affronted. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Forgot the Maple syrup!!!!” Frankie called out as he ran back in to grab it.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Do we have any skittles?” he added as he paused at the door.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Frankie we bought you a huge packet yesterday” Gerard reminded him.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“oh that’s right….now where did I put them” he muttered as he left the kitchen. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Ooh I know, let’s go out for breakfast” Mikey suggested.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Good idea” I replied.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“what do you reckon, Gerard?” Mikey asked</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“huh?” he said seemingly snapping out of a trance.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“ do -you - want - to - come - get - food - with - us ?” Mikey repeated slowly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Ahhh no, I’ve gotta go do a favour for a friend” he replied.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Fine then, have it your way, you anti-social, non breakfast eating creature” Mikey huffed.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I never said anything about not having breakfast, maybe I just don’t wanna have it with you” he said poking out his tongue at Mikey, before grabbing his jacket and walking out the door.</FONT></P>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>gerard</category>
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		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
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	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-03-10T05:29:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 10]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/126961/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><B><U>A/N:&nbsp; </U>Umm don't have much to say except enjoy! and yes this is my sad attempt at trying to make it up to you guys&nbsp;and pretty pretty please leave comments. :)</B><FONT size=4></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc><U><STRONG>Gerard’s P.O.V </STRONG><BR><BR></U>The house is packed. I hardly even know anyone here, or maybe I just cant recognize them, at least everyone put in the effort to dress up. <BR>I could see Mikey in his grim reaper costume across the room chatting to some Roman goddess. <BR>I hadn’t seen Jules since we were still setting up earlier this afternoon and Frankie was around somewhere I’d seen him only about ten minutes ago. <BR>“WHAT‘S UP IN THE HIZOUS?” I heard over the music as a ninja turtle burst through the front door. <BR>Great! it looks like Frankie’s invited every goddamn nut job he could find. <BR>I hope he at least had not invited Rose, I still hadn’t quite found the right way to tell them that I’d broken up with her and if she turned up that might just be the teensiest bit awkward.<BR>But then why would he do that anyway, he doesn’t even like her, I’m just being paranoid.</FONT></P>
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<P><FONT color=#993399><U><STRONG>Frankie’s P.O.V </STRONG><BR><BR></U>“Argh Matey, you’re here” I said happily as I spotted Bob. <BR>“Of course I am, and it gets better…..I come bearing gifts….well gift” he said producing a parcel from behind his back. <BR>“Yay!!! more presents, thanks”. <BR>“Climb aboard” I added gesturing to the back of my scooter. <BR>“Aye aye Cap’n” he replied jumping on behind me. <BR>Lexi still hadn’t shown up, I hope she could make it she did say she might be scheduled on to work tonight, I hope not, maybe she is here and I just haven’t seen her yet, <BR>I mean she’s not that tall and there’s a shitload of people here. <BR>I don’t even know if I invited half of them, or maybe I did and then forgot, I’m not sure, there’s one thing I am sure of though, it’s bloody hard to weave through all these goddamn people on a scooter. <BR>Gerard told me earlier that it probably wasn’t a good idea to ride on a scooter in a room full of people. <BR>Pssshhhh! Whatever, shows how much he knows, anyways like I told him - it’s my party and I’ll scoot if I want to, so there. <BR></FONT><BR><STRONG><U></U></STRONG></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff><STRONG><U>Jules’ P.O.V <BR><BR></U></STRONG>Gahhhh! Too many people they’re everywhere!!!! everywhere I tell you. <BR>I swear to god I just went into my room to escape and Alice in wonderland was sitting in there with Frankenstein, Peter Pan, Bloody Mary, Jesus and little red riding hood getting stoned. <BR>I can barely breathe in here now, let alone hide. <BR>“You want some?” little red riding hood asked. <BR>“Uhhhh no thanks” I replied. <BR>Was this for real? Little red riding hood just offered me a joint I must be going insane. <BR>Vodka, that’s what I need. <BR>I can’t stand having so many people around me. <BR>It makes me feel all claustrophobic. <BR>Okay now where is it, I know I’ve got a bottle in here somewhere, I rifled through my wardrobe…nope not in there. <BR>Hmmmm where else could I have put it…Think..think <BR>Aha! I know -bedside table- there we go. <BR>I opened the bottle and sculled some back…ahh, I’m starting to feel better already, now back to the party, maybe I’ll go see what Mikey’s up to. </FONT><BR><BR><FONT color=#009900><U><STRONG>Mikey’s P.O.V </STRONG><BR><BR></U>“Mikey look out!!” I heard Frankie call, I turned just in time to see him as he came crashing into me on his scooter. <BR>I can’t believe I thought it would be a good idea to get him that thing. <BR>“Sorry” Frankie said sheepishly and leaning his scooter against the wall as Bob helped me up off the ground. <BR>“Thanks Bob” I said glaring at Frankie. <BR>“That’s Bobatello to you, thank you very much!” he said pointing to the ’B’ on his belt. <BR>“Wait…hold on , you guys know each other?” Frankie said looking confused. <BR>“Yeah, Bob has no life, he’s in the video store almost everyday.” <BR>“Mikey, I come to the video store to deliver the new videos…it’s my job” he replied <BR>“Yeah….a likely story”. <BR>“Screw you, Mikey you totally killed the surprise” Frankie interjected. <BR>“What surprise?” I asked confusedly. <BR>“Bob” <BR>“Why is Bob a surprise?” <BR>“Because, Bob here is our new drummer” <BR>“No way?” <BR>“Yes way” <BR>“No way…are you serious that’s so awesome” <BR>“But yes way, Mikey Way I am way serious” he said snorting. <BR>“Ha ha, how original” I said hitting him in the head. <BR>“Hey, you can’t hit me! I’m the birthday pirate” <BR>“Yeah? Well I just did so , boohoo” <BR>“You suck !! I’m gonna go introduce Bob to Gerard, at least he’ll be surprised” he said poking his tongue out at me and grabbing Bob by the wrist and dragging him off through the crowd. <BR>After a few minutes of walking around chatting to people I heard a voice behind me. <BR>“Mikey I am your father”. <BR>“Really?.....I thought you and Mum were going out to dinner tonight” I said as I turned around to face someone in a Darth Vader costume. <BR>“Of course, I’m not you idiot….I just always wanted to say that” Ray said as he lifted his Darth Vader helmet from his head. <BR>“Have you seen Frankie?” he added. <BR>“Yeah he’s gone to introduce Bob to Gerard”. <BR>“Bob who?” <BR>“Bob video guy, he‘s our new drummer” <BR>“Wicked! I didn’t even know he played” Ray replied excitedly. <BR>“Yeah me neither” <BR>“Oh, so which way did you say Frankie went? I still haven‘t given him his present.” <BR>“Towards the kitchen, I’ll come with you, I need another drink anyway”. </FONT><BR><BR><U><STRONG>Gerard’s P.O.V </STRONG><BR><BR></U>“Dracula? I suppose” Jules enquired, looking me up and down. <BR>“Count Gerardula actually”. <BR>“Oh right, of course, silly me” she replied. <BR>“And what are you supposed to be?” I asked her as she sauntered over to the bench with a bottle of vodka in her hand. <BR>“Well, what do you think?’ she said jumping up on the bench next to me. <BR>“Ummm an angel that fell in a pit of tar” I said looking her over. <BR>She was wearing a black corseted dress, a pair of black wings and a black halo. <BR>“Well I was actually supposed to be the angel of death but angel that fell in a pit of tar will do” she said taking another swig from the vodka bottle. <BR>This is such a good spot to watch people from, everyone’s either dancing, talking or just drinking, normally watching people wouldn’t be so fun but since everyone’s dressed up it’s hilarious, I mean how often do you get to see Darth Vader dirty dancing with Snow white. <BR>I spotted Frankie in amongst everyone, he was still determined to prove me wrong about that whole scooter thing and now he had a goddamn ninja turtle on the back as well. <BR>I tried looking around for Mikey but I couldn’t see him anywhere. <BR>All of a sudden I heard a loud thud and Jules started laughing hysterically. <BR>“What’s so funny?” I asked <BR>“crashed” she managed to get out in between her giggles. <BR>I looked in the same direction she was and saw the ninja turtle helping Mikey off the floor and Frankie leaning his scooter against the wall. <BR>Ha! I knew it, I knew he was gonna crash…..if only he would actually listen to me, but then again if he did I spose I’d have no one to laugh at. <BR><BR><U><STRONG><FONT color=#006600>Jules’ P.O.V <BR></FONT></STRONG><BR></U><FONT color=#006600>“Ohhh Mikey Way” I said in a sing song voice <BR>“Ohhh Juliet” he said prancing over to me.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“What is it that you want, my lady?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“I want you to help me finish this” I said shaking the vodka bottle in front of him.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“Are you sure you want to drink that?” Gerard said questioningly still sitting on the bench sipping his coffee.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“Yes mother Gerard, I think we are” Mikey said unscrewing the lid off the bottle and emptying it into two tall wine glasses. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>We both raised our glass to Frankie and sculled back the last of the vodka. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“I challenge you to a nerd-off!” Mikey said as he placed his empty glass down.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“I accept your challenge” I replied curtsying.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>Then we both raced off to the dance floor leaving Ray, Bob and Gerard to talk amongst themselves. Frankie had spotted Lexi about a half hour ago and they’d been slow-dancing together in the middle of the room since , they were so adorable.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>Me and Mikey had invented nerd-offs in high school, it was so fun basically it’s like a dance-off except the person who manages to be the nerdiest and most embarrassing to be seen with wins, Mikey has freaky skills at this game and wins most of the time but I have my moments, I whooped his ass at the one we had at senior prom, you should see some of the dirty looks you get it’s hilarious.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>Sadly though Mikey won this one as well, I pulled out the chicken dance but apparently that’s not enough to beat the drunken grandpa.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>Much less people were there at that point and of the ones that remained some even joined in the nerd-off so it was pretty funny.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>After I lost the nerd-off , Mikey went off and had a robot competition with Bob and I was left to dance with Freddy Krueger, who was surprisingly quite good.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>I was quite tired, I would go to bed, if there wasn’t a fucking stoner convention having (in the words of Mikey Way) “a kinky sleepover in there”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>After a little while ‘Good Riddance’ came on the radio, just about everyone who was dancing coupled up and started slow-dancing to it.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>A few seconds into the song Freddy let go of me and I heard a whisper in my ear “Will the tar covered angel honour me with a dance?”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>I giggled and looked up to see Gerard standing in front of me.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“Of course, with an offer like that how could I refuse, but the real question here, is can Count Gerardula actually dance?”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>“well, you’ll soon find out” he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#006600>I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his chest as we danced to the song, I was too tired to feel guilty for doing this to myself and allowing myself to love someone who would never love me back, but instead I allowed myself to enjoy just this one brief moment where everything felt perfect.</FONT></P>
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		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-03-02T07:14:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 9]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/124525/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#009900><STRONG><U>A/N: </U></STRONG>Ok so first of all I would like to apologize, I know it's been a long time coming&nbsp;and it's kinda short, so I'm really sorry, I've just been kinda flat out lately, I'll try to make it up to you, I don't know how....but I will.&nbsp;Anywho here it is, hope you like it and please leave comments! :)&nbsp;</FONT></P>
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<P><STRONG><U><FONT color=#3333ff>Mikeys P.O.V</FONT></U></STRONG></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“No dibs , Midget duty” Gerard called quickly pressing his thumb against his forehead as Frankies snores continued to grow louder.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Hey! no fair, me and Jules were on midget duty last time” I whined </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Yeah well you snooze, you lose, little brother”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Well what if I just refuse?” I said crossing my arms indignantly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Well first off, the snoring will kill the movie”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“It’s Jaws, it was killed to start off with” Jules mumbled sleepily.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“How Rude!!” I gasped</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“I will have you know that Jaws is a classic, thank you very much”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“yeah, classically boring” she replied.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Well if that’s what you think you can lean on someone else” I said pushing her head off my shoulder.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Awww but you’re nice and warm” she groaned.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Ehem” Gerard said, loudly clearing his throat.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“ You two little girls might wanna quit blabbing and do midget duty, so we can actually hear the movie” he added looking at us expectantly. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“But why don’t you have to?” Jules asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Because my dear Juliet, I called no dibs first”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Ooh Wow, you’re so mature!” she replied.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Like, I know, right?” Gerard said doing his best bimbo impression and flipping his fringe back.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Uhmmmm Jules do you wanna help me out here” I said as I grabbed Frankies arms.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Not really, but I spose since <B>I </B>didn’t call no dibs first I have to” she said scowling at Gerard.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“You don’t <B>have</B> to…..you could just leave him there” Gerard suggested.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“No we can’t it’s his birthday eve that would be mean” she said bending down to grab Frankies legs.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Okay so I suppose I should probably explain midget duty in case you haven’t figured it out yet.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Frankie has this policy where if he falls asleep in the lounge it is our duty or our “privilege” as he put it to carry his lazy ass to his room, which believe me , is not as easy as you might think, he may look small but shit is he heavy.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Now I would much rather not do it at all, but I learnt the hard way that, that is a bad idea.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>You see Frankie has a punishment for this so-called neglect.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Think, 5am , giggling midget jumping on your bed , pelting your head with fruit loops, Not fun, trust me.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>After we had lugged Frankie off to his room, Jules and I settled back down on the couch and Gerard&nbsp;seemed to have&nbsp;vanished somewhere.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I was so tired , we’d just spent all day decorating the house to look like a haunted castle and it actually looked pretty damn good If you ask me.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Who wants to help me blow up the balloons?” Gerard asked emerging from the kitchen a few minutes later.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“No dibs” me and Jules called in unison, jumping up from the couch and taking off down the hall.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Hey!!!!! Guys….come on…..please…guys.......Fine then I’ll do it myself” he yelled as I slammed my bedroom door closed behind me.</FONT></P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“Shhhhh…”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“We weren’t making any noise you’re th-</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“Oww my foot” Gerard whimpered</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“Sorry”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“Why can’t we just turn the light on?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“Because it’ll kill the surprise” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“OK on 3, are you ready?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“1.…..2.……….3”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!” we all yelled as Jules pulled the curtains open and Gerard dragged in Frankies presents.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>Frankies eyes flitted open and he looked around at us strangely as we started singing happy birthday to him, until finally his eyes settled on the presents at the end of his bed.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“WOOHOO PRESENTS!!!!!” he yelped practically falling out of his bed in excitement.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>We watched him as he excitedly tore the wrapping off each gift and his smile grew wider with each one.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>A jumbo bag of skittles….a batman action figure….a green day T-shirt and finally </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>“A Scooter!!!!! You guys are awesome” he said pulling us into a group hug.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>Jules flinched a little as Gerard put his arm around her, she always seemed to do that whenever he touched her…..and they think I’m weird.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>Frankie spent most of the rest of the day putting his scooter together and riding it up and down the hall.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>I raced him on my pogo stick a few times, it was so fun except for when I accidentally crashed into the wall….that just hurt.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333333>The party tonight is gonna be so awesome, not only do I have the coolest grim reaper costume, but Frankie has finally found us a drummer and he’s gonna be here tonight so I’m way looking forwards to it.</FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>fanfic</category>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-26T01:50:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 8]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/119726/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT size=4>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#333333>Hello lovely people, thank you for reading and commenting ,&nbsp; you guys are super awesome!!!!&nbsp; and does anyone know how to make the writing not be so big? If that is a stupid question don't bother answering if you don't want to&nbsp;,but if you are the wise buzznet monkey of wisdom that knows all......please tell me. thanx :)</FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#333333><STRONG></STRONG></FONT>&nbsp;</P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><U><FONT color=#993399><STRONG>&nbsp;Jules' P.O.V</STRONG></FONT></U></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“</STRONG></FONT></FONT><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>Mikey, would you hurry up other people need to shower too you know” I said knocking on the bathroom door.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>He’d been in there for almost a half hour now.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>I slumped back up against the wall, that was the second time I’d knocked on the door this morning and he still hadn’t answered me.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Oh shit” I thought aloud as an idea suddenly occurred to me, I quickly ran off to the kitchen just to make sure…..oh thank god, Sid was still there sitting innocently on the bench.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>I don’t know why but Mikey had a strange obsession with toasters and you had to keep a close eye on him.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>I remember this one time back in high school we were in Home Ec and I’d caught him trying to shove a fork in the toaster, not because there was any toast stuck in it or anything, but simply because he’d wanted to know if “the whole electrocution thingy” was real or not.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>I headed back down the hall and knocked on the door louder this time just in case for some reason he actually hadn’t heard me the other two times.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>After a few seconds I heard the water stop and the door creaked open a little as Mikey stuck his shampoo covered head out.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Are you kidding me? You still haven’t even finished washing your hair” I whined</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Grooming is a delicate process, Jules, you should try it once in a while” </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“I resent that” I said scowling at him.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Look why don’t you just use the bathroom downstairs?” </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Because, Frankie is in it doing a rain dance so there’ll be “a nice storm” for his birthday party tomorrow and he said it’s an important ritual that cannot be interrupted”.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Ha ha, well too bad for you, you’ll just have to walk around looking like Oscar the grouch for another day” he said snapping the door shut before I could retaliate. </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Chicken!!!” I called out over my shoulder as I walked back into the kitchen.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Coffee?” Gerard asked as I sat down at the table.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Ooh Yay, yes please” I said stifling a yawn.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>He sounded quite happy this morning, I hope this meant he was back to normal, he’d been acting off for the past week or so, ever since we came back from the movies actually and he still wouldn’t tell me why.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Gerard….”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Yeah?”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Do I look like Oscar the grouch?”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Of course not” he said smiling as he handed me a freshly made coffee.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Oscar the grouch is green”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Geez thanks for that, you sure know how to flatter a lady”.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“A lady! Where??” he said looking frantically round the room and straightening out his jacket.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>I stuck my tongue out at him as he started laughing and sat down at the table next to me.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“So do you know what you’re gonna dress up as for Frankie’s party?” he asked.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Not a clue, how about you?” </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“I have a vague idea”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Would you like to share?” I asked</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Nope” he replied swigging down the last of his coffee.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>I don’t even really know why I bothered asking, I knew he’d say that.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Oh Crap, I still haven’t even got him a present or anything” I said, suddenly realizing how late I’d left it.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Yeah me neither” said Gerard casually</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“We could go look for something after work, speaking of which are you ready to go?”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Yeah hold on I’ll just go get my bag” I said jumping up from the table.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“you might also want to maybe you know put some actual clothes on.” </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“Oh right…..clothes” I said looking down and realizing I was still in my boxers and singlet.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#cc33cc><STRONG>“I’ll be right back ” I said dashing off to my room.</STRONG></FONT></P><U>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG></STRONG>&nbsp;</P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>Gerards P.O.V</STRONG></FONT></P></U>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>I watched Jules as she ran off down the hall, I swear to god, she’s just as bad as Mikey sometimes. </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>I’ve had a lot of time to think over the past week and I started to think that maybe I’d been a little harsh on Rose, but whatever she deserved it.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>She had actually called me a couple of times and tried to make up excuses for what I’d seen, pretty lame ones at that.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>I mean did she really expect me to believe that the guy next to her had started choking and needed mouth to mouth?</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>First of all you don’t give someone who’s choking mouth to mouth, I’m sure that’s what the Heimlich manoeuvre is for and secondly the mouth to mouth doesn’t require tongue, or groping for that matter.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>I don’t really know what was more insulting the fact that she cheated on me in the first place or the fact that she really thought I was stupid enough to believe that.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>I was really angry after finding out at first but after a while I figured why be angry about it? Rose was off having fun with her so-called grandma, she obviously couldn’t care less so why should I?</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>I still hadn’t told anyone we’d broken up, Mikey and Frankie had hated her from the start and Jules never said anything but I knew she didn’t like Rose either, I really hated to admit I was wrong, so I figured if they ever bring it up I’ll tell them but until then…. </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>“Ready” Jules announced skidding back into the room and snapping me out of my thoughts.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>“Last one to the car has to explain why we’re late” I called out jumping over the table and running out the front door.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>“That was so not fair” she protested , jumping into the passenger seat.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>“I want a rematch”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>“Well too bad cause we’re already in the car” I reminded her as we pulled out of the driveway.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>“But what am I supposed to tell Graham - sorry boss I was hanging out for a shower but Gerards vain pretty boy brother was hogging the bathroom, so I never got one - hence the smell - which completely explains our lateness?”.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG>I cracked up laughing , she worries too much sometimes, first of all she smells pretty good to me and Graham would be totally fine with us being late, I hope. </STRONG></FONT></P><U>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#000099><STRONG></STRONG></FONT>&nbsp;</P></U>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT color=#000099>“</FONT><FONT color=#009900>Where the hell have you two been?” Graham exclaimed as we walked into the shop.</FONT></STRONG></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“I have an important meeting this morning, you know I only come in to open up and close the shop, not to run it, that’s your job and you’re over a half hour late”. </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“I’m so sorry Graham” Jules said biting down on her lip </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“What happened was…..”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Traffic” I interjected</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Traffic was a bitch this morning”.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“……..Fine then but please try to be on time on Monday” he said looking at us wearily </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“I’m off now or I’ll be late as well” he added walking out the front doors.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>Jules let out a sigh of relief as he walked out.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>I don’t know what Graham was so stressed about there were no customers at the moment anyway, so I went off to stack some shelves and left Jules at the counter.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>After a while, a few people started to come in and look around , one guy in particular made a beeline straight for the counter and started talking to Jules, It was quite funny actually, a lot more guys had started coming in since Jules started working here. </STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>I had told her that once but she just thought I was being a smart ass and laughed it off.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>I watched them both as I was stacking the shelves, I couldn’t hear them but they were obviously flirting with each other&nbsp;and for some reason I felt kinda..maybe..a little&nbsp;jealous.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Ahhhh Fuck!!!!!” I cussed loudly as I dropped an extremely heavy book on my foot.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>Why did I have to wear jandals this morning.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Shorter Oxford dictionary, My Fucking Ass!!!” I yelled at it, hopping around and holding my poor crushed foot.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>Jules waved goodbye to the guy she was talking to and rushed over to me.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Are you alright?” she asked.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Yeah I’m fine, it just hurts”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“I wasn’t talking to you, I was talking to the poor dictionary, first you make it touch your skanky foot and then you start yelling at it”.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>She said picking it up and putting it up on the shelf.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Well thanks for your concern” I said sarcastically</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Let me have a look at it then, you sissy”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“No”</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>"Gerard....just do it"</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>"Make me"</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Gerard stop being such a shithead, sit down and give me a look now”.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Fine then” I sighed and sat down on the ground holding my leg out for her.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>She took hold of my ankle and gently felt around my toes where the book had landed.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Well nothings broken, but it’s pretty swollen and you might have a few bruised bones but there’s really nothing you can do about that".</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>“Oh goody” I said as she pulled me to my feet.</STRONG></FONT></P>
<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><FONT color=#009900><STRONG>The rest of the day was pretty uneventful, but Jules decided it would be best if we switched positions so I “didn’t hurt anymore poor dictionary’s” as she put it. So I was stuck at the counter , the only person that came up and flirted with me was some&nbsp;70 year old scottish woman , who was looking for a karma sutra book.....Just my luck.</STRONG></FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-18T05:43:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 7]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/118305/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#33cc00>A/N: Hello internet friends,&nbsp;hope you're doing well, sorry&nbsp;this chapter is&nbsp;kinda shorterish, but. Enjoy! :)</FONT></P>
<P><U></U>&nbsp;</P>
<P><U><FONT color=#333399>Gerards P.O.V</FONT></P></U>
<P><FONT color=#333399>It was Rose……. virtually fucking some random guy in the back row.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333399>I turned back to face the screen reeling from the shock.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333399>Oh god I think I’m gonna be sick.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333399>We’ve only been going out for about 4 months and I don’t exactly think I‘m…in love with her, I mean I do or at least I did like her a lot , not so much anymore…..But she never struck me as the type that would……well do that.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333399>She’d told me she was going to visit her grandmother today, she also told me she hated going to the movies, both were apparently lies.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333399>I can’t believe I actually believed her……what is wrong with me?</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#333399>I was thinking for a minute about going and confronting her but decided I’d rather not make a scene, I just felt sick I had to get out of there, I got up and walked out, Jules called out something behind me but I wasn’t even really listening. </FONT></P><U>
<P><FONT color=#993399></FONT>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Jules’ P.O.V </FONT></P></U>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Hey, where are you going” I asked Gerard as he hurried out of the theatre.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>What the fuck was he doing. I know I promised I’d stay until the end.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>but fuck it, if he was gonna run off I wasn’t staying.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I emerged from the theatre to see the doors of the elevator sliding closed and Gerard standing inside looking very upset.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I have no idea, what had come over him. Surely it wasn’t the movie that had upset him, I mean it was a little freaky but he had seemed unaffected by it until that point.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>When I got down to the car park, I saw Gerard lying on the bonnet of the car smoking a cigarette.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I walked over to the car and jumped up on the bonnet next to him.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Are you alright?” I asked cautiously </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Yeah I’m fine” he said smiling weakly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>We sat there in silence for a few minutes, he looked like he was thinking really hard about something, If only I knew what.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“How come you left?” I asked, hoping he would let me know why he was so upset.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I uhhhh…..needed some fresh air” he replied hesitantly taking another drag off of his cigarette.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>That was one of the worst lies I had ever heard.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>But I didn’t want to push it any further, he looked pretty pissed off and he obviously didn’t want to tell me, so I just let it go. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>The car ride home was the worst part, people say silence is golden, right now it was anything but……all I can say is thank god for car stereos.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>As soon as we got home Gerard headed straight down to his room.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>He seemed to have calmed down a bit at least.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I was still confused by the whole thing, I had no idea what was going on.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Mind you I rarely had any idea what was going on in that boys head.</FONT></P><U>
<P><FONT color=#993399></FONT>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Gerards’ P.O.V</FONT></P><FONT size=4></U></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I paced around my room for about an hour or so just trying to make sense of everything.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I was just so goddamn angry, how could she do that?</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>What am I going to do,....I suppose I have to talk to her, even though that’s </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>the last thing I feel like doing right now.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>What was I even gonna say - <I>Hey Rose, how’s it going ? Saw you and you’re grandma at the movies today, I never realized how young or male she was or how close the two of you were.</P></I></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Yeah that would go down well.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Would it be better to call her or go around and see her……you know what, fuck it ,I’m not wasting petrol for her.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I dialled her number and held the phone up to my ear, waiting for her to answer.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>After it rung about 4 times she picked up the phone sounding as happy as ever.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Hello” she answered.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Rose?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Oh hey babe”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Yeah whatever” I replied flatly</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“What’s the matter?” she said hearing the anger in my voice.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“How’s your grandma?” I continued, ignoring her question.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“ummmm she’s fine……. look what does this have to do with you being angry?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Did she enjoy the movie as much as I did?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Gerard seriously what are you going on about?” she asked sounding confused</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>She never was exactly, the sharpest tool in the shed.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Oh that’s right, my mistake, she probably didn’t see any of it, the two of you were too busy doing….. other things in the back row”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Oh My God!” she gasped finally clicking on.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Gerard you were there?……why were you…..what..”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“I can explain…...It's not what you think....you see, he's ummm....</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“I…I was well…I was uhh” she stammered </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“yeah, save it you whore, I don’t wanna hear it, It‘s Over” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“you're breaking up with me.....?” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>"Well that's what it sounds like, doesn't it?"</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>"wait so you call me a whore and then you just break up with me"&nbsp;she spluttered.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Oh sorry, did I say whore, I meant slut, at least whores get paid and yeah thats about the gist of it”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>She stopped speaking and I heard a sharp intake of breath from the other end of the phone.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“The truth hurts, doesn’t it?……… Goodbye Rose” I said hanging up the phone.</FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-15T21:45:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 6]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/116226/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<B><FONT size=4>
<P align=left><FONT color=#009900><EM>A/N: Hiiiii, hope you guys are having a good day, so heres the next chapter, don't know when I'll be able to get the next one up...I have shitloads of homework, but until then I hope you enjoy this one and thanx for reading and commenting!! :)</EM>&nbsp;</FONT></B></FONT></P><FONT color=#3333ff><B><FONT size=4>
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<P><U>Jules P.O.V</U></P>
<P>Damn Mikey!</P>
<P>Why did he have to go, is it really that difficult to just say no</P>
<P>I don’t like being left alone with Gerard, don’t get me wrong it’s not that I don’t like him or anything.</P>
<P>I like him a lot actually and we get on great but there are just these really awkward moments, sometimes, where I find myself wanting to do things I shouldn’t want to do.</P>
<P>I mean he has a girlfriend for gods sake.</P>
<P>Her name is Rose, I’ve met her a couple of times when she’s come around to the house.</P>
<P>She’s quite pretty, she has long blonde hair and brown eyes.</P>
<P>She did kind of come off as a bit of a bitch, but then again of course I’m gonna think that.</P>
<P>The whole awkwardness thing wasn’t so bad when Gerard and I were at work, because despite what Mikey seemed to believe , people did actually come into the bookstore, so we were rarely alone together.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Do you even know what you want to watch?” I asked Gerard as we stepped out of the elevator into the main foyer.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“I know exactly what we’re going to watch” he replied smiling mysteriously.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“And that would be…….” I said waiting for an answer.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“A surprise” was the only answer I got.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>I sighed in defeat and wandered over to the candy counter.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Come on Jules would you hurry up, it’s gonna start in like 3 minutes” he said looking down at his watch.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Alright, alright hold on” I said as I handed over the money for the bag of sour gummi bears I had just picked out. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Quick” he urged, grabbing my wrist and dragging me in the direction of theatre 7.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>Gerard pulled the tickets out of his pocket, taking care to make sure I didn’t see them.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>Too bad he didn’t cover the sign above the door as well, I knew this movie complex played some older and stranger films as well, but seriously - Spice World -who the fuck is running this place and why the hell would Gerard pay money to watch that piece of crap.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>No wonder he didn’t want me to know what he’d got tickets for.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>We were just about to walk in, when Gerard stopped a few feet away from the door and covered my eyes leading me off in another direction.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Hold on before we go in you have to promise me something” he said.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Yeah what is it?” I asked</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Once we’re in there you can’t leave until the movie’s over”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#6600cc>“Okay fine I promise”.</FONT></P>
<P><U><FONT color=#993399></FONT></U>&nbsp;</P>
<P><U><FONT color=#993399>Gerards P.O.V</FONT></U></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I led Jules into the cinema and got her to sit down before I took my hands away from her eyes and sat down next to her.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Are you gonna tell me what it is yet?” she asked impatiently</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I know it’s not Spice World ,Gerard you steered me in the opposite direction”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Wow good work Sherlock!” I replied sarcastically</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Just wait, it’s a surprise, you’ll see soon enough” I added</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I hate surprises” she mumbled ,</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>as she flopped back in her seat in frustration and opened the bag of gummi bears while staring moodily at the screen .</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>After a minute or so she looked over at me and said “Gerard I don’t see why you just can’t te-”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>All of a sudden she stopped as the title flashed across the screen</FONT></P><I>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Texas Chainsaw Massacre: part 2 </FONT></P></I>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“They made a sequel?” she gasped in disbelief. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“They made a few actually”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Gerard, you Shitface, why would you even? - oh god please don’t tell me you actually remember that” she said sounding embarrassed.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“How could I not, that was the first time I met you, not to mention the loudest I’ve ever heard anyone scream in my life”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>She sat there glaring at me for a while and then started to get up to leave.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Oh no you don’t - you promised” I reminded her.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>She looked from me to the door a couple of times and then sighed, turning back around. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I am so getting you back for this” she said sinking down into her seat and turning her attentions to the screen.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>It was so funny watching her trying to not let the movie scare her.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>It wasn’t working out very well, she kept jumping in fright.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>And at one point during the movie she screamed and grabbed my hand, until she realised what she was doing and quickly let go.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>The movie was actually not that bad, but some little fuckbag sitting behind us kept throwing popcorn at the back of my head, so I ‘borrowed’ some of Jules’ gummi bears and threw them at the little fucker, that soon sorted him out, I was just about to turn back around when I saw something a few rows behind the little popcorn shithead that made my stomach turn.</FONT></P>
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		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-12T18:51:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Wheres your heart?_xx Chapter 5]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/115153/</link>
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<P><FONT color=#3333ff><U>A/N:&nbsp;&nbsp; </U>Hello my fine feathered friends, thanx for reading and commenting, I have had far too much spare time on my hands at the moment, so here I present to you the next chapter...hope you like it, please leave&nbsp;comments and let me know what you think.&nbsp;</FONT></P>
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<P><FONT color=#33cc00></FONT>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>After a few months in the house, I had settled in quite well.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>It was fun to be living with other people again.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>I will admit in a strange way, I did miss Morris but Frankie more than made up for it - No Cyndi Lauper, but I swear to god one morning I walked past the bathroom and heard him singing ‘Like a virgin’ in the shower.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>And when Frankie had told me they used the kitchen to order takeout from, I really though he was kidding - but no such luck.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>I mean on occasion one of them would cook something , but I don’t really think any of them actually knew how to cook properly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“ I can cook toast” Mikey said proudly beaming up at me from his morning coffee.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Mikey that hardly counts as cooking” I replied.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Oh yeah?” came Frankies’ voice from the hallway door.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Well if that’s what you think, you obviously haven’t met Sid”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Who the- </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Sid the evil toaster” Gerard explained emerging from the lounge with an empty coffee mug.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“And what is so evil about the toaster” I asked trying not to laugh.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“<B>Sid </B>is an arsonist, no matter which setting you put him on he always burns the toast” Mikey replied matter-of-factly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Have you ever considered….I don’t know…getting a new toaster” I asked sarcastically.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Hell no! could you imagine how pissed Sid would be if we did that” Frankie said sounding shocked that I would even suggest it.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“whatever” I said rolling my eyes and sitting down next to Mikey at the table.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“So girlies what are we doing today?” Gerard asked </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Well I don’t know about you losers, but I have a date” said Frankie smugly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>Mikey snorted, “And what girl is stupid enough to go out with you?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“If it even is a girl” Gerard added.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>After hearing that Mikey and I both collapsed in a fit of giggles.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Yes it’s a girl, Gerard!” Frankie said angrily, throwing a skittle at Gerard’s’ head.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>Frankie gave me and Mikey the evil eye.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Look would you guys let it go, It was one time, I was really drunk and that guy was really convincing in drag”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Yeah cause girls normally have big bushy moustaches, don‘t they Frankie” Gerard cut in</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>I started laughing even louder, Mikey had told me the story plenty of times, but to hear Frankie actually admit it was priceless. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“ So who is she then…” I asked finally getting over my laughing fit.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“<B>Her</B> name is Lexi” Frankie said.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Starbucks Lexi?” Mikey enquired.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Yeah, she works at Starbucks….. how did you even know that?” Frankie asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Come on Frankie do you know who you’re talking to?” asked Gerard</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Mikey knows the name of every goddamn person that works in that place”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Good point……Well I better go now or I’ll be late” Frankie announced.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Where are you taking her?” I asked </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>“Out for coffee” he said ,before grabbing his jacket and walking out the door.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#33cc00>Seriously I do not know what is wrong with that boy sometimes, but I suppose eating skittles for breakfast every morning doesn’t exactly help.</FONT></P><B><U>
<P align=center><FONT color=#993399></FONT></P>
<P align=center><FONT color=#993399>Gerard’s P.O.V </FONT></P></B></U>
<P align=center><FONT color=#993399></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I watched as Frankie walked out the door, fuck he was an idiot, what kind of dipshit </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>takes a girl who works at Starbucks out for coffee as a date.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I looked back to the table, Mikey was busy texting someone on his phone and Jules was staring blankly at her coffee mug, she had the most beautiful green eyes, I couldn’t help but watch her for a while.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Damn it” Mikey said looking up from his phone.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“What’s up?” I asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Rays got a cold, I’ve got to go in to work and cover his shift” he replied</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“but can’t someone else do it, we were supposed to be going to the movies…remember?” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Jules said sounding annoyed.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Jules we watch videos all the time” he replied</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“No we don’t, plus it’s not the same as actually going to the movies” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Jules I have to go, I’m needed, my job is important…unlike yours” Mikey said</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Jules raised her eyebrow questioningly at him.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“ Mikey you work in the video store” she replied scathingly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Yeah well at least people actually come into the video store”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“People come into the bookstore!” Jules argued.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Mikey just cause you can’t read doesn’t mean other people don’t come in” I said</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“I can too read” he argued, sticking his tongue out at me.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Yeah whatever” I said sliding down from the bench.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Anyways do you want a ride or not?” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Why where are you going?” he asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Well me and Jules can still go to the movie without you”. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Oh okay, well yeah , I’d rather not walk in the rain ,I did just straighten my hair yesterday”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Oh my god you are such a pretty boy Mikey” Jules laughed sneaking up behind him and ruffling up his hair.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Oh no you didn’t “said Mikey jumping up from the table and chasing her outside as she ran to the car giggling.</FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>mcr</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-11T00:46:30Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Wheres your heart?_xx Chapter 4]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/114338/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<B>
<P><FONT color=#009900>A/N: Thanks very much for the comments they are very much appreciated. So, here's the next chapter, hope you enjoy it.</FONT></P>
<P><U>Chapter 4</U></P></B>
<P>Now it was my turn to scream.</P>
<P>“MIKEY!!!!!”</P>
<P>“JULES?” he said pulling me into a bone crushing hug “Oh my god!! What are you doing here???” he asked, his eyes wide with surprise.</P>
<P>“Well I uh -</P>
<P>“No not the skittles!!!” I heard Frankie yell from the kitchen. </P>
<P>Mikey and I looked up the hall to see the Frankie running towards us cradling a bag of skittles as the guy from downstairs chased close behind.</P>
<P>They both came crashing down to the ground in front of us, as Frankie was tackled by his pursuer.</P>
<P>A pursuer that all of a sudden looked very familiar and this time I knew why….it was the guy from the cemetery.</P>
<P>Mikey looked down at both of them and shook his head. </P>
<P>“I can’t believe I’m admitting this, but Jules, this is my brother, Gerard, I don‘t actually think you two have ever officially met before” Mikey said</P>
<P>“Hi, again” Gerard said as he got up off the floor to shake my hand </P>
<P>“Gerard meet <B>Juliet</B> Nichols , my old friend from high school”</P>
<P>“Mikeyyyyy” I groaned.</P>
<P>He always did that when he introduced me to people. I hated it. People always felt the need to make lame Shakespeare jokes after they found out my proper name.</P>
<P>It’s my fault really though, he started doing it after I introduced him to my parents as Michael James Way, he thought it was hilarious and he’s never let me live it down.</P>
<P>Mikey and I had known each other since we were 13.</P>
<P>All through high school we were virtually inseparable. A lot of people even thought we were dating, although we never did. </P>
<P>We were at each others houses just about every weekend.</P>
<P>I preferred his house to mine, firstly because my stuck up parents weren’t there and also because their house was so interesting to look around there were so many odd artefacts and photographs around the place ,it was so different to my disturbingly sterile home , I’m sure Mikey got quite bored of it after awhile but he let me explore to my hearts content. </P>
<P>Despite being over at Mikeys’ so often I’d only ever met his brother once before and it was only a brief encounter. Mikey and I had both been sixteen at the time.</P>
<P>It was around 3 o’clock in the morning and Mikey and I were in his living room watching The Texas chainsaw massacre - It was quite an old film, but Mikey assured me it would be good.</P>
<P>He was right, it scared the shit out of me, but then again I wasn’t exactly the hardest person to scare. </P>
<P>By the end of the movie I was gripping onto Mikey for dear life, I absolutely loved the thrill of horror movies but that didn’t change the fact that I was a complete chicken,</P>
<P>especially when it came to scary movies that were supposedly based on true stories.</P>
<P>As we watched the end where leatherface is dancing round in the middle of the street with the chainsaw, I relaxed a little and released my grip on Mikeys’ arm , that was until the front door flew open and I still slightly on edge, shrieked and scrambled behind the couch for safety, who the hell could possibly be here at three in the morning??</P>
<P>Wild irrational thoughts started going through my head, what if it was a burglar or a murderer, or what if it was….leatherface himself….I don’t want to die……</P>
<P>“Jules snap out of it” Mikey said laughing as he dangled over the couch, waving his hands in front of my face.</P>
<P>“Jules, it’s just my brother Gerard, he just got in from the airport I told you he might be coming home today”.</P>
<P>“You didn’t say at 3 in the morning” I replied embarrassedly.</P>
<P>Mikey had told me all about his brother and how he was away at art school, but up until then I’d never actually met him before, I’d seen him in photographs around the house but I’d never seen him in person.</P>
<P>I looked up and smiled at Gerard sheepishly, realizing what an idiot I must look like.</P>
<P>So much for making a good first impression. </P>
<P></P>
<P>That was probably one of the first nights I had actually been allowed to stay over at Mikeys’ place.I mean I’d been there plenty of times before but was never <I>allowed</I> to stay the night until I was sixteen and my parents had realized that they couldn’t actually stop me from going anymore. So instead they gave me every lecture they could get their hands on about deviant behaviour and drug abuse and what not.</P>
<P>It was insulting really, I had never really behaved in a particularly “deviant manner” as they put it, but for some reason that’s all they had ever expected from me.</P>
<P>It was because of them that I had been so desperate to leave Jersey in the first place, I couldn’t stand them.</P>
<P>They drove me insane with their constant nagging.</P>
<P>Mikey was the person I missed the most when I was living in Seattle.</P>
<P>We’d tried to keep in contact as much as possible via email, It wasn’t the same , but it was the easiest way.</P>
<P>Over the years we’d shared the most trivial as well as the most important things in our lives with one another.</P>
<P>He’d told me about his dreams to start a band and had also let me in on the fact that, coffee even in very small amounts, should never ever be fed to goldfish.</P>
<P>Poor Speedy had to learn that the hard way.</P>
<P>I in turn had told Mikey about my life in Seattle,</P>
<P>Including Morris the crazy old guy who lived in the apartment next to me and liked to dance down the halls in stilettos belting out Cyndi Lauper tunes at two in the morning.</P>
<P>I also told him about more important things like my failed ‘career’ as a doctor</P>
<P>And my new oh-so-glamorous career as a supermarket checkout operator.</P>
<P>At first Mikey tried to be sympathetic about the whole situation, but the truth was that he thought it was absolutely hilarious and he started to ask stupid questions like how many eggs had gone into cardiac arrest in aisle 4 that day. </P>
<P>I knew I shouldn’t have told him about that, He’d never let it go, but at least he helped me to see the funny side of the circumstances.</P>
<P>I had never let Mikey know in the e-mails that I was coming back.</P>
<P>Hell I didn’t even know I was, it was more of a last minute decision .</P>
<P>I had just been fired from my job - yes I managed to get fired from the supermarket.</P>
<P>To cut a long story short, my boss was a perverted asshole, I was having a shit of a day, he tried to feel me up, my solution?</P>
<P>Kick him in the balls and throw a banana at his head.</P>
<P>I know in hindsight it was a stupid thing to do, I should have at least thrown an apple or a coconut , you know inflict some real damage, but a banana was the closest thing at the time.</P>
<P>Anyways after that fiasco, I started to think, why the fuck was I still even in Seattle it’s not like I had any real friends&nbsp;there - Morris was friendly enough, once when I was drunk, he even let me dance down the hall with him for a rendition of ‘Girls just wanna have fun’- but that hardly counted.</P>
<P>I had no career holding me there or job for that matter and I was completely miserable, so I decided If I was going to be miserable, I may as well be miserable at home and that was around the time Jess had called me to tell me about poor Angie.</P>]]></description>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
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	      <dc:date>2007-02-09T19:19:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 3]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/114246/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<B><U>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Chapter 3</FONT></P></B></U>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Arrggghhhhhhhh make it stop”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Jules, what are you talking about” I heard Jess shout from in the bathroom</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“That evil noise, make it stop”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Jess popped her head out of the bathroom and looked over at</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>me strangely as I lay there flailing my arms about trying to grab a hold of the evil noisemaker.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“ Jules if you are referring to the alarm clock, no I will not make it stop, until you get up and it’s no use trying to attack it , it’s not on the bedside table its over here on the dresser.” she said as she walked off down the hall.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I groaned in defeat as I dragged myself out of bed, and walked over to switch off the evil alarm that sat across the room on the dresser.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“For gods sake Jess its only six in the morning” I complained.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Early to bed, early to rise makes one healthy, wealthy and wise” I heard her recite from her room.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Oh my god!! What is wrong with her????? She is far too perky in the morning, it’s just not natural, it’s not human, she’s not human, I often wonder how it’s even possible for the two of us to be related.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I mean, I know she’s a lawyer, she has obligations, long hours ,a lot of work to get through…but getting up at six o’clock on a Sunday morning is plain wrong.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>After having a nice long hot shower I got changed into a pair of black jeans and a hoodie, tied my dark brown hair back into a ponytail and made my way downstairs.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I entered the dining room to see Jess struggling to get my bag out the front door. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>As soon as I saw her I collapsed in laughter. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>She looked ridiculous, she had her cell phone pressed up to her ear and was carrying my bag in one hand and a stack of files in the other, and was struggling to get through the door without dropping anything.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>I quickly ran over and grabbed my bag off her before she could drop it and potentially break something.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>She sighed in relief as I took the bag out of her hand and then made her way to the car, placing her files in the boot and gesturing for me to do the same with my bag.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Right are you ready to go?” Jess asked, as she snapped her phone shut.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“ummm I guess so……you do realize that it’s still only quarter to seven, don’t you?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Yeah…….your point being”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Who the hell is calling you at quarter to seven in the morning?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>“Leo” she said in a sing song voice.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>Well that explained a lot. Leo was Jess’ high school sweetheart and as of valentines day last year, also her fiancé. Leo was a commercial airline pilot, so he was often away from home a lot and called at weird times, but somehow they managed to make it work. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>It was something I always admired about Jess.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“ Have you got the address there?” asked Jess as she fired up the engine.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Uh yeah hold on a minute” I said as I pulled the crumpled up piece of paper out of my pocket.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Here it is, 662 Gilmore Ave” I read aloud.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Your in luck, Gilmore’s only about 20 minutes from here”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>God she was a know-it-all.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“How do you even know that?” I asked</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“I go along Gilmore on the way to work” she replied simply.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Jess was right, as per usual - it took 20 minutes at the very most to get there.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Do you need any help with that?” Jess asked nodding at the large duffel bag she had just pulled out of the boot.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“No, It’s fine, I’ll manage”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Okay then” she said chirpily, clapping her hands together.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Well I best be off now, it’s almost ten past seven and I really do want to be at work by half past, call me later and let me know how you’re settling in” she said before she jumped back in the car and sped off.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>After watching her disappear into the distance, I turned to look at the house that would be my new home.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>It was a fairly ordinary one story brick house with a basement.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I sighed and slung my bag over my shoulder and reluctantly made my way up the front path.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I’d be lucky if anyone was even awake, I mean it is the weekend after all I don’t even normally get up until like eleven on the weekend . </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I knocked on the door anxiously and to my surprise it swung open almost immediately.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Standing before me was a guy an inch or two shorter than me, with black hair and a lip piercing, wearing an inside out t-shirt and a pair of batman boxers.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Yo” he said barely looking up from the handful of skittles he was picking at.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“umm hi is Frankie here?” I asked consulting my little piece of paper.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“At your service” he replied, saluting me with his skittle free hand.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I couldn’t help but laugh a little.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Well my name is Jules, I called you on Fr-</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Ohhhhhhhh right……new flat mate” he replied “come on in”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Where should I put my bag?” I enquired</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Follow me” he replied walking down the hall“ This room is yours” -he said opening the door of the end room , “chuck your bag in here and then I’ll show you around”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>The room was pretty basic, there was a double bed a wardrobe and a small desk in the corner - but it was just what I needed. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Now for ze grand tour” he said leading me back into the lounge.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“This of course is the lounge, where we…watch T.V and stuff”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“This -he said leading me through to the next room- is the kitchen, where we uhhhhhhh…..use the phone to order takeout and make coffee, and if you’ll follow me back through to the hall…this first room is mine, the room between yours and mine belongs to…..well you’ll meet him later and…….. that room across from yours is the bathroom” he finished.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“What’s downstairs?” I asked</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Oh you don’t want to go down there” he replied</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“That’s the dragons lair”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“I heard that!!” yelled a voice from downstairs.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Awwww poor baby, what ya gonna do about it” Frankie yelled back as he started to dance around making chicken noises.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“You are so dead Iero” the voice called out</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>Frankie just started clucking louder</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“Well I <B>hear</B> ya loud and clear but I don’t see you <B>doing</B> anything” replied Frankie in a mocking voice</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>All of a sudden a dark figure jumped out from the shadowy staircase causing Frankie to scream like a little girl.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>The two of them ran off down the hall and into the lounge, Frankie laughing the whole time.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>“What’s all the yelling about ?”someone said groggily , as the door of the middle room creaked open.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>I swivelled round and was met by a friendly face, one I hadn’t seen in almost five years. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff></FONT>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff></FONT>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>fluffyxcloudxofxow</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-09T16:35:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[xx_Where's your heart?_xx Chapter 2]]></title>
	      <link>http://fluffyxcloudxofxow.buzznet.com/user/journal/113960/</link>
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<P><FONT color=#000099>Chapter 2</FONT></P></B></U>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“What took you so long?” she said as I clambered into the passenger seat.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“I kind of didn’t realize the funeral was over” I replied embarrassedly.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>Jess went into a fit of laughter “ you didn’t realize the funeral was over?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Shut up, it was an honest mistake” I replied defensively.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>After I said that she laughed even louder.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>So I just gave up arguing and leant against the window as we drove down the hill and away from the cemetery.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“So how long are you in town for?” she asked</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about earlier……..” I said.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“I’m kind of moving back here”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“ Hold on, What !!”she said slamming down the brakes</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“When were you planning on telling me this” she exclaimed</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Holy crap! Would you calm down Jess, what’s your problem?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Uhmmmm are you serious Jules?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“First of all straight out of high school you take off to Seattle to try and escape this place and now after like what….five years you’re just coming back, without any prior mention of it.” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Well when you say it out loud I suppose it does sound a little stupid…but I don’t know I suppose I started to miss this place”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>Jess drove on in silence for a while as she seemed to be trying to calm herself a little. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>She freaks out way too much I mean I know I make some rash decisions but it’s not like I couldn’t handle myself or anything</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Have you even got a place yet?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Well kind of…” I trailed off</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Kind of.. what exactly is that supposed to mean Jules?” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Well I’m not in the best of financial situations at the moment, so I’m not going to get my own place, I’m going to be flatting”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“With who?” she enquired </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“I don’t exactly know” I replied </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Oh great” she chuckled sarcastically “Tell me Jules do you ever plan out anything?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Oh, Shut up you’re making it sound worse than it is” I replied </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“When you picked me up, late may I add, from the airport on Friday I had time to go through the paper and I found this flat mate wanted ad so I called the number and the guy I spoke to told me about the place and I said it sounded perfect, so he told me I could move in as early as Sunday if I wanted, so yes I do have this <B>planned </B>out , I just don’t actually know specifically who I will be staying with…so would you just get off of my case”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Alright point taken” she said rather taken aback.</FONT><FONT color=#000099></P>
<P>Well then &nbsp;in the morning after we organize getting all your stuff sent here -</P>
<P>“That wont be necessary” I interrupted</P></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“How come?” Jess asked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Well the place I’m moving into is already furnished and you know that big duffel bag that I brought with me - she nodded - well its got all of my&nbsp;stuff&nbsp;in it , everything that was too big to fit in there, I sold”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Well that makes sense now, and here I was thinking you were just being a drama queen with that huge bag, if that’s the case then I’ll take you around first thing tomorrow, before I go in to work”.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“You work on a Sunday as well? What the fuck is wrong with you?”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“I need to go in to make up for missing work today” she said </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Jess, you were at a funeral and It‘s a Saturday”</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“Yeah but that doesn’t change the amount of work I need to get through alright…so just drop it would you” </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>“ Okay fine” I replied</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>As soon as we got back to Jess’ place, I went straight to the guest room and </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>gathered all my shit together, making sure I hadn't left anything lying around </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>so I’d be ready in the morning. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>No doubt knowing Jess we’d probably have to leave at five a.m.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>When I climbed into bed that night I stared out the window at the starless sky and realized, I was back again, home in Jersey, the place I had never wanted to return to, </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000099>But for some reason was irresistibly drawn to.</FONT></P>]]></description>
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